Reply #5 - February 03, 2008, 04:09:15 PM
Oh Marian, We have all been there. It was just a couple weeks ago that I posted the same sort of thing here. We all get frustrated and discouraged. I won't hijack your thread and go into all my problems, but just know that I struggle off and on. Just remember that if this business were easy everyone would do it and then the job wouldn't be valued at all.
I want to tell you to stick with it, to work past the days of frustration you will feel, but it's your choice to do so. If you love it and have a passion for it then it is worth it. It is hard to make a living being self employed. Being a photographer has no set track to take, there isn't vacation pay and benefits that a 9 to 5 can provide. You have to make your business yourself, you have to do all the work. But the exciting thing about that is that the rewards are bigger the harder you work. I can't say that about any other job I have had. My husband and I still have regular jobs. He does technical computer software freight auditing boring crap and I am a wedding and event coordinator for a company which is NOT as glamorous as it sounds. I sit at a computer all day bored and get the occasional call from an extremely grumpy mother of the bride or some assistant to someone important who is mad that I ruined their wrap party at Sundance because they were short one wine glass and Mr. VIP had to drink Cristal out of a paper cup. Those things are hardly rewarding. The point is that our photography doesn't sustain our family yet. It doesn't happen overnight.
Take a break from your printer problems today and do something good for yourself. I don't condone procrastinating but it sounds like you need to work on your problems when you aren't so emotional. Remember, making big life decisions is not a good idea when you are upset.

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